Lost

I take my hand,
off the trigger.
Step back,
and listen to my soul.
Its whispering,
trying to get me to listen.
Scared of my imposition.

This life pulls me down,
every chance it gets.
Im done listening,
to my regrets.
The darkness wants me,
it can have me,
Click load click.

I’m done being an optimist.
My glass got knocked over.
By the wrecking ball,
That Miley Cyrus clung almost naked to.
She let the darkness get her,
and I’m next on the list.
No more hiding.

I’m just a girl,
with a deadbeat dad,
who loves to party too much.
My mom is my saving grace,
my family, and friends, my statues.
But I am still,
lost in this eternal abyss.